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Today I have been married 11 years. You wouldn’t believe it, but I knew my husband for just 1 month, and then we got married. Now here we are 11 years later, and 6 pretty awesome kids later. If I had any advice to give it would be this: Always try to put yourself in the other person’s shoes/place, and give them the benefit of the doubt. Communicate, and try not to be selfish.

Now to the main reason for this blog today. There is one very important reason I have chosen NOT to run a forum: people moderating your life. For the most part forums are pretty great, and I frequent many of them. The information, and interaction really helps a lot of people. It gets information out there, and gives people a place to openly ask their questions.

I try my utmost best to respect the rules of forums, but yes have made a mistake on my own part, and broken a rule here and there. Most people take their time, explain this to me, and are generally pretty understanding. I appreciate that, and thank them for their time.

Other then that, forums moderate people’s lives, and don’t give people the freedom to say what they please. It is not a free speech, say what you please, type of place. Mind you, not everyone is saying good things, but I am speaking in general, for those people with good intentions, just living out their daily life trying to be themselves. Forums have broken up henna communities, and people. Those are a few of my personal reasons.

I wouldn’t open up a forum, where I would tell people what to say, or do. You can advise people, and then you have to let them go, and be who they are. A blog, on the other hand, is a person’s soapbox. You can stand up on your blog, and give your 2 cents. This is freedom, and this is you keeping it real. This is YOUR very own place. This is common knowledge though, and people automatically know that about blogs.

What has happened to myself in particular is that a few forums have begun to elmininate certain parts that are being posted in signatures. Such as business links to your shop. This I understand. Okay, fine.

Then before that elimination, there is my name Khadija, written in arabic next to it. Mind you, I’m not Arab at all and don’t speak Arabic (in case anyone is wondering, or ever has been, we are an italian/guyanese/african america/canadian/american family), and someone else on the forum offered to write it for me, so I could post it as part of my signature. So I did. They made a fuss about it because people couldn’t understand it, and whatever, whatever about it. Something about things can really only be in english, or something like that. I thought that Khadija written in Arabic looked really beautiful. It’s an elegant form of script. In the end, they allowed me to keep it up. Yeah!

Then came the pictures I have up on the forum, where some of them have my business link on them. This prevents theft, and copyright, as in the henna community it is very well known that plenty of people steal other people’s photos and show them off as their own. So I mark most of my photos in that way. So this also becomes a problem, and it has to be taken down. I don’t do it right away (as I didn’t realize they had meant right away, and thought they were considered old text, and not part of the newly updated rules), and so they are taken down. I’m not sure which ones, and they don’t let me know which ones so that I could fix them, and replace them. Okay so what’s done is done: fine. My pressure goes up a bit, and level of patience goes down some.

Then, this part really takes the cake for me, they say another picture of my daughter, Mariyah, has to be removed, and they take it down. It’s a picture, which is below, of her looking cute, with her hair blown out, giving us the peace sign with two of her fingers. They tell me that in Europe, and certain countries, that this means f-you to some people. Now I really feel discrimnated against. I am seriously hurt, and upset at this point. To me, this is DISCRIMINATION. I am a North American woman, and this means peace. To me this is unjust.

This could have been fixed with perhaps some notes under the photo saying this means peace to you. Why would I have my daughter saying f-you to people? What kind of mother do they think I am? I have had this picture up for close to a year, because this photo was taken in June 2009. Now all of a sudden, it becomes an issue??

Forums run by businesses are regulated from a business perspective to benefit those people running it, and now you have everyday forums run by people who are still regulating us.

I’d really like to hear from all of you, who follow my blog, to let me know your thoughts.